blue pearl in a magic world

Happy Lovin Year

2008-12-31T14:19:00.000-08:00

lets welcome the new year

and lets thank the past one

i wanna thank u for your precious gift

u made my heart full of life

in the time i thought i wont find the real love

now i'm grateful for that and hope what i feel lasts forever

and u, new year

please dont wake me up and pray for me i meet him someday

and live in happiness everafter

Amen

2008-07-23T16:02:00.000-07:00

Nominated by UN as the best Poem of 2006 -
Written by an African Kid

When I born, I black
When I grow up, I black
When I go in Sun, I black
When I scared, I black
When I sick, I black
And when I die, I still black

And you white fellow
When you born, you pink
When you grow up, you white
When you go in sun, you red
When you cold, you blue
When you scared, you yellow
When you sick, you green
And when you die, you grey

And you calling me colored??

photo by Google, i think it matches what's written above:)

Beautiful Women

2008-03-05T18:25:00.000-08:00

it's just a note for how woman act in different ages
i think it's funny... and useful:)
now lets see together..how we act:)

Age 3: Looks at herself and sees a Queen!

Age 8: Looks at herself and sees herself as Cinderella/Sleeping Beauty.

Age 15: Looks at herself and sees herself as Fat/Pimples/UGLY
(Mum I can't go to school looking like this!)

Age 20: Looks at herself and sees "too fat/too thin, too short/too tall, too straight/too curly"
- but decides she's going out anyway.

Age 30: Looks at herself and sees "too fat/too thin, too short/too tall,too straight/too curly"
- but decides she doesn't have time to fix it so she's going out anyway.

Age 40: Looks at herself and sees "too fat/too thin, too short/too tall,too straight/too curly"
- but says, "At least, I am clean and goes out anyway.

Age 50: Looks at herself and sees "I am" and goes wherever she wants to go.

Age 60: Looks at herself and reminds herself of all the people who can't even see themselves
in the mirror anymore. She goes out and conquers the world.

Age 70: Looks at herself & sees wisdom, laughter and ability, goes out and enjoys life.

Age 80: Doesn't bother to look. Just puts on a purple hat and goes out to have fun with the world.

Are u the same..or don't have time to look at the Mirror:-)

HaPpy BirtH DaY&New YeaR:)

2007-12-31T14:48:00.000-08:00

dear friends

i am hooome.. i really missed u my fantasy world and missed all friends i met here

now i am 22.. happy birth day to meee:))

and for that occasion i bring to u some quotes about new year

and also two of best english songs i like

lets start first with quotes:

The object of a New Year is not that we should have a new year. It is that we should have a new soul.

Be always at war with your vices, at peace with your neighbors, and let each new year find you a better man.

Year's end is neither an end nor a beginning but a going on, with all the wisdom that experience can instill in us.

The Old Year has gone. Let the dead past bury its own dead. The New Year has taken possession of the clock of time. All hail the duties and possibilities of the coming twelve months!

Ring out the old, ring in the new, Ring, happy bells, across the snow: The year is going, let him go; Ring out the false, ring in the true.

For last year's words belong to last year's languageAnd next year's words await another voice. And to make an end is to make a beginning.

We will open the book. Its pages are blank. We are going to put words on them ourselves. The book is called Opportunity and its first chapter is New Year's Day.

We spend January 1 walking through our lives, room by room, drawing up a list of work to be done, cracks to be patched. Maybe this year, to balance the list, we ought to walk through the rooms of our lives... not looking for flaws, but for potential.

The object of a New Year is not that we should have a new year. It is that we should have a new soul and a new nose; new feet, a new backbone, new ears, and new eyes. Unless a particular man made New Year resolutions, he would make no resolutions. Unless a man starts afresh about things, he will certainly do nothing effective.

aaand nowww.... here comes the music:))

jingle bells

rockin' around the christmas tree

happy birth day ring tone

happy birth day music

And other 2 songs in bala3ty:)

hope u like my gifts.. and i wish u all a happy new year
may all ur dreams and wishes come true

with all my love

2007-08-05T14:05:00.000-07:00

dear friends..

you really can't imagine how much i missed you and my magical world

i am back and promise i won't leave my lovely world anymore in sha' Allah

and here is one of the sweetest songs i like

dedicated to all of you

bryan adams

"when you love someone"

When you love someone - you'll do anything

You'll do all the crazy things that you can't explain

You'll shoot the moon - put out the sun

When you love someone
.
.
You'll deny the truth - believe a lie

There'll be times that you'll believe you can really fly

But your lonely nights - have just begun

When you love someone
.
.
When you love someone - you'll feel it deep inside

And nothing else can ever change your mind

When you want someone - when you need someone

When you love someone...
.
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When you love someone - you'll sacrifice

You'd give it everything you got and you won't think twice

You'd risk it all - no matter what may come

When you love someone
.
.
You'll shoot the moon - put out the sun
.
.
When you love someone

electronic feelings

2007-06-25T11:26:00.000-07:00

in time being,technology interfered in every single part in life..even emotions
today, i will tell you a story of a girl, now she is living in a so weird story..
do u remember that lovely movie, you've got mail?
well, it's for a two desperate hearts who bacame two lovers just starting through exchanging emails and lived a very touchful and sweet love story with a happy end just like legends,
but here in this case,it's electronic legend.

Also like the story i am going to tell u about:
my dear big children:) once upon a time.. there was a very simple girl
all that she wants is to find her real love, and she kept waiting till she felt it "oh, finally i got it" she didnt look to the personality as much as she looked at the way he will make here dreams come true..

and day by day... she figured out how she was such a fool to think like that way, specially after breaking her heart, for so many reasons, but the final result is"he is not the one"
even she feels he still loves here(electronic feelings-electronic love-electronic heart breaking)
"so is it over or there is still some little hope?"

by the way.. she wrote his name while starting talking to him and knew about his love to her, by"hopeless"

i think u know what means when u get hurt.. takes so long time to get it over.

she forgot it.. and day by day she knew it's not him..hopless and will always be

she didnt regert.. and life went on.. and in some day, she met another one.. they became close friends although the short time they met.

they began to talk and discuss so many stuffs and through that. they found out how there minds are so close..she feels him without saying a word.. now it's not just a freind.. not just a new love.. she found her soulmate..

she is not waiting to hear it from him"i love u"
she knows he wont say it bcoz he suffers enough
but she feel it in every single word he says
now, she made sure that's the mind and the heart she is looking for
now, she is getting ready to lose it
she is getting ready to have another breaking
she really wished that new young feeling to grow up and stop the past bleeding

i wanna tell her:
even if this time u feel it right but in life u dont get all what u wish and u cant lose a love that hasnt really started

so.. just look forward ur life.. stop to feel the others
stop to think that electronic feeling will lead u to a real one

that's it...just words typed on a screen.. with some expressing emotions
but it really just like as if it's real...or is it a kind of magic??!!!

i am sorry for u girl.. but ur electronic legend wont come true

F--R--I--E--N--D--S

2007-06-09T15:59:00.000-07:00

Execuse me for some time please mr.wise man...
i am wondering what does it mean by friendship?
well, i think you mention it as a vital part in our life...
as a ship that carries us to the safe place away from sadness and troubles.
as a little flower rising up like the sun throughout love,care and honesty.
as a charming rhythm played by two different fingures to finally make one single symphony.
as a light to guide us through darkness and help us find the right way.
as a simple dream of having a soul mate and you wake up to find it beside you.

oh.. what a wonderful meanings!!!!!!!!

but....

what shall i do when i wake up to find a nightmare??
when i wake up to get shocked
i am shocked!!!!!!
i am supposed to finally know my real friends
to finally collect my original diamonds....
and i wake up to figure out my diamonds are fake!!!
maybe not all of them.. maybe they are or were a little flower, not grown up yet.
and suddenly it bagan to disappear and bacame a phantom

i believe that to be a real friend means:
to be honest with the other.
to be helpful any time of need.
to appreciate every simple behavior that makes u feel u mean something;even a small one to the other.
to feel as if u find a mirror that shows all the good and bad things of you.
but what would you do if u found out that mirror showing u r wearing red and what u wear is blue?!!
what would you do if u found out the other doesnt understand u,
doesnt trust in what you say or do,
oh.. what a painful feeling
when you discover that u r acting like a fool
yes, i am a fool to believe in you, my friend
i am shocked, and i am broken......
you will always be my friend, but.......
i dont think i can heal these wounds easily

Anyway, sorry mr.wise man and thanks for your time.

just tell me how

2007-05-11T15:09:00.000-07:00

how do i live without your kind heart

how do i think we can be apart

how do i see flowers without your eyes

how do i feel the happiness without your smile

how do i carry the world without your hands

how do i hear the music without your ears

how do i catch the fire without fears

how do i sing without your voice

but i guess there is no choice

so, promise to stay with me for ever

even if we can't be together

stay with me...don't go away

I care for you, even if I can't say

Dreaming Of "U"

2007-04-20T17:44:00.000-07:00

It's gonna be the end

I can feel it now

coz my love will never be

real, and I wonder how

I wanna be near him?

and make this forever?

but feeling of not seeing him

make tears run like a river

I'm living now with my pains

turning of my candles' flames

darkness's always in my heart

with fearing of being apart

nearby..my soul will fly

but loving him will never die

so, let me c u just 4 a once

and touch your heart by my hands

oh....sorry love, i can't stay

my heart ain't a game to play

I thought u love me like I do

seems your feelings r like the snow

let my tears run on my face

I'm going no&leaving this place

wake up.. why u scream?

and after all of that........

it was just a dream!!!!!!

**blue pearl in a magic world**