electronic feelings

in time being,technology interfered in every single part in life..even emotions
today, i will tell you a story of a girl, now she is living in a so weird story..
do u remember that lovely movie, you've got mail?
well, it's for a two desperate hearts who bacame two lovers just starting through exchanging emails and lived a very touchful and sweet love story with a happy end just like legends,
but here in this case,it's electronic legend.

Also like the story i am going to tell u about:
my dear big children:) once upon a time.. there was a very simple girl
all that she wants is to find her real love, and she kept waiting till she felt it "oh, finally i got it" she didnt look to the personality as much as she looked at the way he will make here dreams come true..

and day by day... she figured out how she was such a fool to think like that way, specially after breaking her heart, for so many reasons, but the final result is"he is not the one"
even she feels he still loves here(electronic feelings-electronic love-electronic heart breaking)
"so is it over or there is still some little hope?"

by the way.. she wrote his name while starting talking to him and knew about his love to her, by"hopeless"

i think u know what means when u get hurt.. takes so long time to get it over.

she forgot it.. and day by day she knew it's not him..hopless and will always be

she didnt regert.. and life went on.. and in some day, she met another one.. they became close friends although the short time they met.

they began to talk and discuss so many stuffs and through that. they found out how there minds are so close..she feels him without saying a word.. now it's not just a freind.. not just a new love.. she found her soulmate..

she is not waiting to hear it from him"i love u"
she knows he wont say it bcoz he suffers enough
but she feel it in every single word he says
now, she made sure that's the mind and the heart she is looking for
now, she is getting ready to lose it
she is getting ready to have another breaking
she really wished that new young feeling to grow up and stop the past bleeding

i wanna tell her:
even if this time u feel it right but in life u dont get all what u wish and u cant lose a love that hasnt really started

so.. just look forward ur life.. stop to feel the others
stop to think that electronic feeling will lead u to a real one

that's it...just words typed on a screen.. with some expressing emotions
but it really just like as if it's real...or is it a kind of magic??!!!

i am sorry for u girl.. but ur electronic legend wont come true

F--R--I--E--N--D--S

Execuse me for some time please mr.wise man...
i am wondering what does it mean by friendship?
well, i think you mention it as a vital part in our life...
as a ship that carries us to the safe place away from sadness and troubles.
as a little flower rising up like the sun throughout love,care and honesty.
as a charming rhythm played by two different fingures to finally make one single symphony.
as a light to guide us through darkness and help us find the right way.
as a simple dream of having a soul mate and you wake up to find it beside you.

oh.. what a wonderful meanings!!!!!!!!

but....

what shall i do when i wake up to find a nightmare??
when i wake up to get shocked
i am shocked!!!!!!
i am supposed to finally know my real friends
to finally collect my original diamonds....
and i wake up to figure out my diamonds are fake!!!
maybe not all of them.. maybe they are or were a little flower, not grown up yet.
and suddenly it bagan to disappear and bacame a phantom

i believe that to be a real friend means:
to be honest with the other.
to be helpful any time of need.
to appreciate every simple behavior that makes u feel u mean something;even a small one to the other.
to feel as if u find a mirror that shows all the good and bad things of you.
but what would you do if u found out that mirror showing u r wearing red and what u wear is blue?!!
what would you do if u found out the other doesnt understand u,
doesnt trust in what you say or do,
oh.. what a painful feeling
when you discover that u r acting like a fool
yes, i am a fool to believe in you, my friend
i am shocked, and i am broken......
you will always be my friend, but.......
i dont think i can heal these wounds easily

Anyway, sorry mr.wise man and thanks for your time.