Saturday, June 09, 2007

F--R--I--E--N--D--S

Execuse me for some time please mr.wise man...
i am wondering what does it mean by friendship?
well, i think you mention it as a vital part in our life...
as a ship that carries us to the safe place away from sadness and troubles.

as a little flower rising up like the sun throughout love,care and honesty.
as a charming rhythm played by two different fingures to finally make one single symphony.
as a light to guide us through darkness and help us find the right way.
as a simple dream of having a soul mate and you wake up to find it beside you.

oh.. what a wonderful meanings!!!!!!!!

but....

what shall i do when i wake up to find a nightmare??
when i wake up to get shocked
i am shocked!!!!!!
i am supposed to finally know my real friends

to finally collect my original diamonds....
and i wake up to figure out my diamonds are fake!!!
maybe not all of them.. maybe they are or were a little flower, not grown up yet.
and suddenly it bagan to disappear and bacame a phantom

i believe that to be a real friend means:
to be honest with the other.
to be helpful any time of need.
to appreciate every simple behavior that makes u feel u mean something;even a small one to the other.
to feel as if u find a mirror that shows all the good and bad things of you.
but what would you do if u found out that mirror showing u r wearing red and what u wear is blue?!!

what would you do if u found out the other doesnt understand u,
doesnt trust in what you say or do,
oh.. what a painful feeling
when you discover that u r acting like a fool
yes, i am a fool to believe in you, my friend

i am shocked, and i am broken......
you will always be my friend, but.......
i dont think i can heal these wounds easily

Anyway, sorry mr.wise man and thanks for your time.


12 comments:

break said...

سبحان الله
الموضوع دا جايلى على الوجيعة اوى
انا لسة واخدة ضربة فشخص كنت بعتبره صديق مميز بالنسبة لي
ورغم انى لسة على علاقة بالشخص ده بس علاقتنا بقت اكتر هامشية
ولما الموضوع يعدى هتحسى اد ايه انتى كنتى قوية ساعتها
تحياتى :)

Diyaa' said...

if u find a mirror that shows all the good and bad things of you
i think the bad comes 1st...cuze liars r alot & ppl miss that they have disadvantages just like they have adv's
so if u r smart enough u'll need the bad 1st
anyway ...according to the post...ur english & ur Expressions remind me of some1 i'm really missing
i agree wiz u
& i'm really enjoyed wiz that post though it looks sad but u just wrote what i've passed ....
i'm just wondering....the wise man...is he ur friend ? or u just created that character in ur mind just to keep talking that wonderfull honest talk ?!
anyway...i dont want to start advising u...but..as one of those ppl who shocked me were keep saying
aktr mn kda w byzy7
rbk kber ya sara w by3wd...w rbna yhdy elflowers elly bt5tfy w ely btsdmna dy
just dont hate
god be wiz u
wonderfull expression & thx alot for asking about me
i really appreciate it
more that u can imagin
i'm a little tired...****ed up insomanian...many thoughts tired my mind...exams & the boring exams...my mad lovely house :(
but i'm alive
thanx again for asking
slamo 3leky

J C said...

Ah Sorsaraa, did you write all those words? About dreams, and friendships, and diamonds and feelings? How beautiful! If you don't mind, I am going to add you to my sidebar links, because I know many friends who would love to read these lovely feelings. Thanks for visiting my blog. Nice to meet you!

Diyaa' said...

wow...wslty l usa
ابقي خليها تتوسطلك عند بوش يشوفلك شغلانة هناك في أمريكا وأبعتيلي من هناك عشان أعمل نفسي معارضة من بره مصر ويقولوا عليا خاين وعميل
المهم فينك ؟
يا رب تكوني بخير
سلام

šσяšαяαα said...

-break:

yeah i feel the same

and i hope to be stronger:)

thnx and keep in touch:)

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-diyaa':

i never hate anyone

i hate to hate:)

it was just something i felt and i wouldnt feel ok if i didnt write that

and the wise man.. is just from my imagination:)

just like what u mentioned

and hope u r much better now

w 3alayk el salam

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-judie:

yes judie, it's me:)

and i will be pleased if u did that:)

and u r welcome any time:)

nice to meet u too

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-diyaa':

2or yakhoya 2or :P

ba3deen de gat by chance:)

lamma aro7 ana el awel 3and khaltak u.s hab2a ab3atlak

wana mawgooda aho bas bakta2eb lamma agy 3alamy w mala2esh 7ad m3abarny

but thnx anyway

and i wish u r ok too

salaaaaam

Diyaa' said...

leh tkt2by ya sara ...lesa bdry 3la elklam da fy elblogs...just write all of ur thoughts b4 forgetting them :))
h5ls exams the day after tomorrow...belnsba lelblog..msh 3arf b2a hktb emta bs 5ayf aktb 7aga msh 3ayz aktb-ha...ana b7awl ab2a a7sn 3shan when i write i dont like to look selfish
anyway...blash ekt2ab ya bent wlw ana bs elly bagy od5ly brdo w ektby ok ?:@
w malesh 5alat..i hate usa asln bs i respect many things about this country...so i'm going to use those things then i come back to my poor country
slamo 3lekom

gohayna said...

مش دايما كل الي نفتكره كويس يطلع كويس يا ساره

الدنيا يا ما فيها ناس تفتكريهم موسي يطلعو فرعون والعن

المهم ان الواحد ميتسرعش في علاقاته مع الناس ابدا ابدا

جميله مدونتك ياساره
وحلوه فكرتها يا قمر
مبررررررررررررك عليها

تحياتي

Known as PHYSCO said...

يظهر انه لازم كل واحد يبقى فى وسط أصحابه كام واحد زايف و يمكن ده لحكمة من عند ربنا، موضوعك مسنى أوى لانى لسة باعانى منه، صعب انك تكتشفى ان صاحبك مش صاحبك، و الأصعب انكوا تفضلوا على اتصال، ساعات كتير باحسه ضحك على الدقون

sa'7so'7te said...

الموضوع ده فعلا بيمر على كل واحد فينا
خصوصا لما تلاقى الانسان اللى انت فاكره فاهمك بيشك فيك او مافهمش انت حاسس بأيه
يمكن ناس تتصدم لكن تفضل على علاقتها بنفش الشخص
و يمكن ناس تتأثر لدرجة انها تقطع علاقتها خالص
و يمكن ناس تخاف انها تبين حتى انزعاجها لأن فى اعتقادها انها مش هتلاقى صديق احسن من كده
و يمكن و يمكن ويمكن ويمكن بس فى النهاية النتيجة واحدة
these wounds wont seem to heal
انا رغيت كتير بس انت فعلا جيتى على الوجيعة
عموما بلوجك لذيذ اوى و ربنا يوفقك

šσяšαяαα said...

diyaa':

i will write as long as i have friends who like my thoughts:)

c u

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gohayna:

that's my big mistake..i get so much hurry in my relations with people

and i dont think i will never learn:(

and thnx dear for dropping by

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بيقولوا سايكو:

u are 100% right for all what u said

and thnx for dropping by:)

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sa'7so'7te:

these wounds wont seem to heal

this pain is just a real:(

that's it... these words matches what i am in now

and thank u dear

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